I do not have an obsessive compulsive disorder, at least that I know of. However, I have noticed that I have two strange habits that, should I submit myself to a therapist, might likely put me in a borderline category. What are yours?
1. Public Restrooms - Even in very familiar surroundings, I find I check, check, and re-check the WOMEN/MEN restroom signs. I think I have a deep rooted fear of going into the wrong bathroom. I got thinking about this yesterday and decided it was due to being dragged into the boys bathroom in 6th grade. Several "girlfriends" couldn't figure out why I never got mad at anyone and decided to step up their efforts by dragging me into the boys bathroom. Needless to say it didn't work. I didn't get mad. I was very exasperated at them and didn't call them friends anymore; that's for sure. It was a stupid prank that I think has me obsessed about checking, double-checking, and triple-checking each and every time I need to use the girls room.
2. Typing - a job I had in college was for Sears. I worked 3:00 p.m. to 8:00 p.m. or so typing mail orders into the computer system: data entry. We were "encouraged" to keep our keystrokes above 10,000 per hour (I think). I remember each week we would crowd around the printout that showed our speed, errors, etc. I remember feeling proud one week when I had really progressed and finally hit a 14K mark. I literally typed in my sleep. After that job, typing became second nature. To this day I find myself mentally typing out things all day long: signs, things people speak to me, billboards, scriptures quoted in a sermon, you name it - I type it. Thankfully I "type" pretty fast. Things have gotten better over the years, but even now, almost 30 years later, I still "type". It seems pretty stupid to be 50 years old and still typing out lots of the things I see and hear throughout a day.
3. Fear of heights - I cannot explain it. But I literally have a panic attack when faced with things high up. I'm OK if I drive over a bridge, but if I have to walk - ugh. I panic. I remember when James and I were in Germany by the Neuschwanstein castle, there was a hike and a bridge where one could get fabulous views of the valley and the famous castle. The bridge was wide and very sturdy. It could easily have held a car or three. The problem was that it was steel girders with wooden boards. The drop was easily several hundred feet down. I could see between the tiny slats on the wooden boards. No good. I literally froze. Knowing I'd kick myself for not traversing this famous bridge and likely miss the spectacular view, I walked. I barely made it though. I clung to James for dear life and couldn't even enjoy the view. Thankfully I did manage to get one or two camera shots when I made it to the other side. I remember that someone jostled me and I nearly climbed onto James in abject fear. My heart was racing so fast I thought I'd have a heart attack. Needless to say, I made it. I survived. Oh, and the picture turned out great.
What are your quirks?
Wednesday
Quirks & Phobias
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the afraid of heights thing is a chemical imbalance... trust me. I got it from you. :(
Quirk: I still follow Rosemary around to the drivers door sometimes when she's driving...
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